Missing her

"I came to you in a time that I had a need a need to be held by you, welcomed into your arms ..."

"In this picture I saw,                                   pains from my past                                     to present day,                               and then the article I did read,          ..."

"She led me by the hand, out into the middle of the deepest darkest forest that she could find. Led like a lamb to the slaughter. The smell of blood was in the air. The blood of self, soon to be s..."

""Soul of Steel", that's what she had, that's what she was to me. "Heart of Gold", shinning brightly, brighter than bright. Will to live, to love, to share, to be. Never a stranger did she kn..."

"The dream, it ends, the nightmares begin But only every night, only when I sleep, One minute of sleep, then hours awake, my nightmare..."

"I killed you today, but only once, only for a second, that's all it took. ..."