Death Of My Blood

We are the same But yet so distant You push me away You make me feel unwanted I cant believe that you've done this for so long You've made me push everyone away I live in fear But never fearing the fall Someday I'll die And I'll die in your arms You'll wish that you didnt lock me away Like a secret you wanted to keep Just like a pitiful child Weeping in his sleep You'll regret every moment that you screamed And the times of silence when there was much to be said The silence that killed me Has only made me stronger In my hate and anger towards you It has made me weak Caused me to fall to my knees Begging and screaming Wanting you to care Your blood once mingled with mine Now we are nothing more That two seperate individuals That wait and silence As the countdown Towards the end begins Your distance each day Causes me to feel secure While I sit alone You dont seem to care at all I wait as the moments fly by I want you to speak to me Like you did when I knew you I want you to care about what hurts me What makes me happy But all you do is lie to me And lie to yourself You call me the liar You never did believe in me So why should I believe in you now? I am a father's daughter But I feel so lost An empty space Breaking me apart Piece by piece As you grow more distant It is too late You have already given up on me But I refuse to reach for your hand All I will pull back is a shadow of your doubt Your unwilling faith And heartless soul Written February 6th, 2002 © on Feb 06 2002 10:46 AM PST   18 • 9 • 1