'abyss'

'ABYSS' Feeling so alone, god i really have grown I thought through all I've seen, it would have shown I don't condone when you're on my thrown- I'm drowning in my own sorrow filled tears, yet nothing ever over shadows my fears- You say nothing is ever quite clear... I'll try and steer, begin to lead the way cause' I'm the one who always had to suffer Night and day Running faster in to one big disaster purge me of this dishonor, I now denounce my reign as my veins clot than drain Beauty i could never feel, but i know he's real! As real as the sun, along with the gun pointed at my head. Its done everything has been said, i'll end all their is to dread. I look at me, and who am i? I try to find, but its one big question Misconceptions get you no where, ask me if i really care? Faster and faster until i can not see, who will i be? I beg and beg... I'm not in control, im in this dark hole, who will save my soul? There's no beggining, i just keep on sinning, going down, until my life keeps crashing as though my life were a wave I can't take this impossible crave, that makes me, and destroyed me at the same time What i can't predict is my whole world, and where i go and if i give in to the one thing that has killed so many, is up in the air just like this continuous despair... ~Shannon~ Written September 22nd, 2001 © on Sep 21 2001 04:25 PM PST   0 • 1