I'm gone now
By sadpoet
I'm Gone NowAugust 3rd, 2001I've turned my friends into suicide freaksim thinkin this as my blood leaksonto the floori can't take this anymoreim turnin the good people badim havin feelings i've never hadim losin friends and feelin painwithout these friends, i'll go insanei need them herewhen im in fearof losing my lifeeverytime i pick up my knifei'm drainin bloodthese little drops will lead to a floodand form to this lakeand is filled with each and every mistakethat i have madeas i sit here bleeding, my memories fadeinto little nothingsuntil this day i'd never thought of such thingsas i think of nowand i wonder howmy life came to thisand i think of all of my friends that i will missi love all of my friends more than the worldim thinking of this as my thoughts are swirledmy life is endingthese thoughts are sendingme into tremendous painafter im gone, this pool of blood will only be a stainand you'll remember me by thisi wish i could have just one last kisson the cheek or the headbefore i am deadi want to say goodbyebefore i diebut you're not hereso as i lay, i cry my last tearso now i am deadas i lay in this neverending pool of redi love each and every one of youand without you here i wouldn't have known what to dofor all the time you kept me livingkept me happy and kept on givingme the love that i desiredim sorry that my life's expiredI have problems, I need help, but probably couldn't afford to get it. I want to be happy and have fun, but I struggle to do these things. Written August 4th, 2001 © on Aug 03 2001 06:05 PM PST 0 • 16 • 1
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"I'm Gone NowAugust 3rd, 2001I've turned my friends into suicide freaksim thinkin this as my blood leaksonto the floori can't take this anymoreim turnin the good people badim havin feelings i've never hadim losin friends and feelin painwithout these friends, i'll go insanei need them herewhen im in fearof losing my lifeeverytime i pick up my knifei'm drainin bloodthese little drops will lead to a floodand form to this lakeand is filled with each and every mistakethat i have madeas i sit here bleeding, my memories fadeinto little nothingsuntil this day i'd never thought of such thingsas i think of nowand i wonder howmy life came to thisand i think of all of my friends that i will missi love all of my friends more than the worldim thinking of this as my thoughts are swirledmy life is endingthese thoughts are sendingme into tremendous painafter im gone, this pool of blood will only be a stainand you'll remember me by thisi wish i could have just one last kisson the cheek or the headbefore i am deadi want to say goodbyebefore i diebut you're not hereso as i lay, i cry my last tearso now i am deadas i lay in this neverending pool of redi love each and every one of youand without you here i wouldn't have known what to dofor all the time you kept me livingkept me happy and kept on givingme the love that i desiredim sorry that my life's expiredI have problems, I need help, but probably couldn't afford to get it. I want to be happy and have fun, but I struggle to do these things...."