My neverending pain

the pain and hurt fill my heart soon one day i will part from this world as my knife is twirled around my neck i think what the heck why not end this terrible hurt why not cut the vein, and watch my blood squirt who would care if i was gone who would cry or carry on would they cry those endless tears that i have cried through all my years or will they do as i just did slit their wrists, die an unhappy kid i wanted to live this great full life instead i ended it with this knife i was sick of pain and wanted to gain the feeling of being free i just wanted to see how it would feel for me to be happy instead of living a life so crappy i was dying inside and i tried and tried to hold off my death and breathe my last breath my last wish is to be with my friends i wanna tell them i love them before my life ends i wanna give them a hug and maybe a kiss tell them i am so sorry for this i love them all but i have to go but before i did i wanted them to know that they were always there when they could be they saw the things no one else would see i've had this aching pain inside my heart they saw it clearly from the start and tried so hard to change my mind tried so hard to help me find a different way to end this pain inside they tried so hard, but i still diedAnother heartache. Written August 4th, 2001 © on Aug 04 2001 06:17 AM PST   0 • 1