kissing whore

"so here we are in a momentary seperation feeling so distraught over something we know will pass it seems as though this has become a cycle im so tired and sick of this guessing-game of a relationsh..."

"im in an altered state of me im surrounded by things so familier to me but yet i still feel as though im a stranger to myself i look at the figure in the mirror and i dont recognise her who is she i k..."

"Damn! I've done it again Made a lover from a friend Why do I do this to myself I know I will only be dissapointed You will have your fun and then (like a child) will run I suppose you think I am..."

"the torture the fear living not knowing always in question fear of rejection never knowing the anwser am i? is he? could it be? oh God i fear so i cant stand living and not knowing a fear i should not..."

"slip fall escape in my own reality the easy way out without a doubt not caring for others only me no one else only see what looks good to me oh but what a lonely way to live is it worth it? Written M..."

"shut up shut up just shut your god-damn mouth! im so sick of your never ending pointless bitching nothing you say will make a difference deal with it you are not important to me not your place not you..."