Final Dreams

Final Dreams - The Nightmares of A World Gone Wrong Part 1.Who We Are In the real world, I am everyone In the fiction world, I am never one Fear now, Fear now In the underground, I’m the only Not wanted, by the one I love Feel down, I’ve drowned And all the time you take, To leave me here To leave me on my own is Forgotten, I’ve lived through all I’ve been The world within’ my dreams Made of cotton A soft gentle taste of what’s real I’m not tired, In my sleep I dream This isn’t happening, In my mind This is just happening, In my life Is this really happening? Is this life happening? To me This is my final stand, My first chance at life As a man Albeit…In dreams Part 2.Something There’s someone, There’s someone I can’t find There’s a choice, There’s something There’s something on my mind Life alone, makes me cry Damaged my hands, broke my insides The rest I broke myself And So I lie, and so I die Alone… In Dreams Part 3.Arise Don’t even think about getting inside, I won’t be home Don’t even think about, Relating to me I am a human not Psychology I am the hand, that holds me down My reflection, It brings me down Don’t call me, don’t me move me Don’t help me, don’t me be I’m drowning, in a pool of self pity I watch you laugh as you sink my life raft And I watch you laugh as you sink my life raft I need a paddle in the sea, Of mediocrity I need circle or I’ll drown Something complete and round I need, That one more thing, that’ll never learn to swim Never let me be her one, never let me be whole …In Dreams Part 4.Spiritual Jesus greets me, he comes nightly Glares at me, he feels just like me One and only… Dead and lonely People strip me, Politicians whip me While I’m falling down The hole in my soul …In Dreams Part 5.Loving Alone I stand, Alone I sleep Alone I feel, Alone I eat I feel trapped, but I am free I’m enclosed in reality Life it costs me, I pay for it daily Cut my hands, more than I can stand …In dreams Part 6.The Pain Plaster stops the bleeding on the outside, You cannot stop the bleeding on the inside You cannot kill the feeling on the inside Though you took my will for living on the outside …In dreams Part 7.Visionary I watch myself falling down, Looking up, silent till the ground Shocked by own reflections He knows that I’m never him ….In dreams Part 8.I Live Live, I live I’m never living again This life I’ve lived, I’m never lying again …In dreams Part 9.Touch Touch me slowly, Teach me to feel my soul To feel it wholly Become one with my soul Combine me, complicate me Trust me, to trust me To trust me with myself Let me be myself Creator of life, not enough I just need my soul To become one To be complete …In Dreams Part 10.Someone Though everyone is no-one Everyone wants someone Though anyone can have someone No-one someone can ever be one With a soul …In Dreams Part 11.Parting Ways Existence never ending Resistance forever contending What god meant to be Repeatedly he’s killing me This is not a dream! Part 12.Fear Of The Dark If these are dreams, then I never want to sleep again The fear of the darkness will drive me insane Face the horror or live in fear? Decisions must be made I'll say goodbye to this sick world, As I dig myself a grave I'll depart from twisted domains As the darkness of the world... Laughs at my remains This is not a dream! Part 13.The Final Dance Please don’t step out of time Please now, stay in line Please now queue to die Please now wait to die Please don’t step out of time Human harvester Please now, stay in line The world has lost it’s mind Please now queue to die We’re all to you to die Please now wait to die I’m not waiting for the earth to die I’ll just go first, and get over with the worst Get it over with …In Dreams Part14.In Dreams In reality, darkness washes over me It threatens to take my soul As strange as it may seem I wish I was in dreams Life and sleep both uncertaincies In my head I can't cry for help But in the doomed real world There's no-one there to help Life itself has become a curse, Life or death which is worse? Somebody take me from my dreams Take me to a place where things are as they seem I'm lost In dreams I live... In dreams I'll die... In dreamsThis is an insane piece which is insane in every way, insanly long and quite confusing unless your pretty sharp. It's been designed to confuse you into thinking it's about what it's not. Well you can decide what it means, also this is version 1, there will be others. Written April 11th, 2002 © on Apr 11 2002 04:27 AM PST   10 • 0