Brick Walls Building Up
I don't mean to be who I am.I try to be someone else sometimes to make things better.When all I want is happiness.Now he's here. And I am trying hard to remember to breathe in all that I can of this.Hope is lying around on my floor.Hope that one day I'll have my feelings in order.I can never stop thinking about that first day but it pretends to be the next day and I'm in love with it.I try not to think just go with this whisper.I'll talk and explain.I'll feel and I'll want.But all I want is both.I wish I knew how I thought right now but I don't need to be thought of or to think.I want this feeling to stay forever but never.The butterflies, the hands, the eyes of your embrace.I really want to know how you feel in this place.But mystery is wise in this dream of all loss. I can see into your head and through your mind but not yours.I don't understand and I want to. Written January 24th, 2002 © on Jan 24 2002 10:26 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"I don't mean to be who I am.I try to be someone else sometimes to make things better.When all I want is happiness.Now he's here. And I am trying hard to remember to breathe in all that I can of this.Hope is lying around on my floor.Hope that one day I'll have my feelings in order.I can never stop thinking about that first day but it pretends to be the next day and I'm in love with it.I try not to think just go with this whisper.I'll talk and explain.I'll feel and I'll want.But all I want is both.I wish I knew how I thought right now but I don't need to be thought of or to think.I want this feeling to stay forever but never.The butterflies, the hands, the eyes of your embrace.I really want to know how you feel in this place.But mystery is wise in this dream of all loss. I can see into your head and through your mind but not yours.I don't understand and I want to...."