I do not want to be skinny
I feel old junkie piece of garbage old I feel new shiny glass reflection new Sludge as i sit on my couch and watch T.V after everyday of school come home to T.V. I don't want to or mean to it's those fucks that drive you to it T.V. Homework Sleep T.V. Homework Sleep T.V. Homework Sleep Blob Of human flesh bodily functions of tears I just want to feel better about myself life in general yes, I have a boyfriend yes, I love my friends But no I don't feel like a real living healthy human being I will never be them I will always be me I don't want to be skinny I want to be healthy let me make that C L E A R I want to be healthy and I know I am not so I mope and sit and frustrate myself I cannot express the anger I feel So I write a basic simple poem saying exactly what I'm thinking If I could only be healthier I'd feel better about myself life in general. Written February 7th, 2002 © on Feb 07 2002 08:18 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"I feel old..."