Sour peaches are harder to chew

I thought it was real I thought it was true turns out this friendship was cold and blue I have not yet learned the truth of it all but if not soon my hopes will fall We've been through enough we've supported each other maybe not the best ways but we found a cover If what you have you have written is how you feel I guess our friendship wasn't your kind of deal We're supposed to be able to have friends that we like to re-kindle certain friendships will be like riding a bike I won't trust you now because I don't know what to think you talk about betrayal it's you who's drowning in your sink I know your thoughts are unclear and mine are now too and all i want to ask is why don't they follow you? You could've told us yourself in person, straight out but you chose not too which gives me a doubt that our friendship was ever real and if you lied before lets start out new and open that door Because I don't know how you feel I don't understand You're more caring than them with no one to hold your hand and tell you how to deal with this kind of thing it's a vicious cycle and your stuck in the ring I'm not sure how serious this could really be you never saw my emotion and I want my frustration set free It's hard to have one friend give you news from another the feeling I get is like anger from my brother At first when she told me I felt really cloudy now that I've thought about it I feel down and drowsy about all of this situation and where it may lead have we ever been friends? I know your in need because it seems you don't care and things are actually normal but then why did you write this? It couldn't have been more formal That's a joke so you know they played it infront of 100 punks infront of a crowd my brain literally shrunk I wish it wasn't a secret I wish I knew long ago but I didn't and now we'll just see how it goes. Written February 9th, 2002 © on Feb 09 2002 06:52 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10