This reality

"I lean against the tree with a drink in my hand sitting there alone in my mind the wind whispering softly in my ear Looking up at the sky, bright blue and not a cloud in sight the reflection of the ..."

"Noise Nerves Pain Sludge hammer Pounding Tears Darkness Medication Annoyance Repitition Written January 5th, 2002 © on Jan 05 2002 02:21 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10"

"I am labelled a punk i sit with them those kids...with spikey hair peircings I'm not cool I'm not friendly I don't have a life and I don't have feelings I listen to shitty music I don't wear good c..."

"somebody likes me for once in my life i chase and i chase but now i'm running it all seems together now it's all falling apart it's just another guy another fuck to break my heart it feels right my ..."

"there is a gift behind the eyes behind the skin behind the heart never will i let it go i hold you close to close for you to know a blue shimmering rose raindrops                    sunshine  ..."

"Alone at night all the time stare all night by myself give me stars think all night my life is cold turn all night comfort leaves me empty let the warmth hug me close my eyes and listen to       ..."