Who Can I Talk To?

I don't know whom I can talk to anymore. 'She' has her own bigger problems 'He' fakes it all, but his problems are still there. 'She' has some of the same problems. But 'we' don't feel comfortable talking about them. 'He' loves the try to help- but in the end, all 'he' does is hurt. 'She' could not care less anymore 'He' ignores, and hates me, always has always will. 'She' likes to call with her problems, but when it comes to helping me, 'she' doesn't care too much. 'He' has hurt me before, and will do it again. 'She' listens, and makes feeble attempts to help. 'He' seems only to care about what I can do for him. 'She' listens, and tries to help, ending in more pain. 'He' is in a constant bad mood, pushing me away. Out of this mind frame, out of his life, and out of what little part of his heart I occupied. I may seem all normal to you. I may seem to not have problems. But I do. I am just as problematic as you, just as 'normal' as you. *You all* come to me for help with your problems, no matter how small. I and try to help. But whom can I go to? All the 'he's she's and we's ' are different people, most of them my friends. * You all  refers to the people I help…and then turn away when I go to them for help. Written February 27th, 2002 © on Feb 27 2002 07:29 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1