silentspeaker

"Today I learned what life is really worth Today I learned that people really do care Today I learned that what happens does matter Today I learned that if something happens all are affected Today I ..."

"only you could do this to me give me this warm fuzzy feeling inside as if im floating on a cloud of happyness and the sun is looking down on me smiling at me now every time that i am around you i ..."

"im going to steal you from this terrible place im going to take you to a far off land where the trees grow tall and straight and there are flowers all year long where the sky is blue everyday and the..."

"this is hell the world is hell we have all died and we are being punished for what we have done this is not the place i imaganed it is "nice" there are no flames coming out from the floor there are..."

"you are great you help me through life by just being there you don't even have to say any thing by just being there you help you mean every thing to me in a friendly way you help me when i need it a..."

"fine see what i care... be that way be a jerk... my life doesnt revolve around you... or any of you... my life revolves around my friends... and family... and me!!! so yea if you dont want a new fr..."

"thanks for your help vicksI bid you adieu: I sit here looking at the tools of MY trade, a razor blade and a band-aide, to cover the wound. Long-sleeve shirts are the look for me; they cover the multip..."

"I will always remember: I will always remember where i was I will always remember what i was doing I will always remember what i was thinking I will remember all who died I will remember who was ..."

"what does that word mean really... does it mean criminally insane... or does it mean that you are crazy cuz your different...? what does it really mean...? is it a way of getting away with something...."

"Flames surround me Eating away at my soul Dissolving, devouring, and consuming. Water drowns me, Getting in my lungs like air once did. Extinguishing, blotting out, and darkening. Air is pushed in..."

"scottyyou are there for us allyou are the one that we all can trust inyou are the one who can make us feel all betteryou help us feel better about our selvesyou make me feel like i am an actual person..."

"jessica i just want you to thank you for being there for me i don't know what i would do with out you i would have no one to talk to i would have no one to tell stuff to i would have no one to be i..."

"megs you are the greatist person there ever was you are fun to be with and you really bring out the best in me if it wernt for you i would  be in a bad situation now thank you love vicks Writt..."

"Snow Little falling patterns of lace Falling breathlessly around my face I'm standing there smiling, looking up in the sky Looking, and longing to fly I clime up on the roof and look down, A litt..."

"You make me feel lower then I am, You want me to be inferior. Well guess what... I won't stand for it any more! You may do what you want, Yell, scream, or beat your head against the wall... You can't ..."

"If I told you this... I'm not sure what you would say. If you only knew what hell this brings... If I told you I loved you what would you say If I told you I've always loved you how would you react If..."

"If I were to die today Would you care? If I runaway never to come back, Would you notice my absence? If I were to leave town, Would you notice the silence? If I were to stop talking to you Would you b..."

"I hear blood dripping on the floor But I can not see where it is coming from I see a growing spot appearing on my shirt Remarkably the spot is in the shape of a heart No I have not been shot There is ..."

"If i was only skinny I could respect myself I could like myself I could even learn to love myself But no I'm not skinny I'm me And that's all I'll ever be Is me If I were only pretty I could learn ..."

"shayla your always there for me i can always tell when you walk in the room you help me through life thanx vicks Written December 5th, 2001 © on Dec 05 2001 07:14 AM PST   0 • 10"

"Every time I hear those words I want to scratch my ears off I want to yell until I can't yell any more Every time those four words seep from a friends mouth I just start bawling I hear myself saying..."

"I'm sorry For what ever I did I didn't mean to I don't want to hurt anyone And even though I do I just want you to know I don't mean to... I do love you You are one of my best friends And always...you..."

"I've been asked I must be masked I can't be liked For who I am It is just not possible If you really like me Then why don't I feel it too? Why can't I believe that someone Would like me? Why is..."

"As I sit here staring into my computer screen I start to think about all the 'wonderful' things I could be doing with my life Like helping people, making use of my time, and just being a good friend B..."

"Tears are cascading down my face As I am told the reason you can not love me. I need to be less like her, Like the one you hate. You say I am just like her. That kills me inside, To know what you rea..."

"I would like to say we will be friends forever, I know it's not true. I wish I could say I would always be there for you, I don't know that. I wish I could tell you I will always be you friend, I know..."

"As I sit here in detention I find my mind wondering Thinking of the past years Where it didn't matter When I just didn't care about myself or others. Thinking about a time when it didn't matter if y..."

"Is there really a God? If there is why does he let all this shit happen to us all? Why does he let human kill human....? Why does he let people strap themselves to bombs and walk into crowed areas? Wh..."

"Sarah sits there smiling And drawing like she does everyday Being a perfect child.... A perfect student A person that just kinda sits there And stairs out into space waiting for inspiration Sarah is a..."

"I need you to be there for me To say you care To just be there You don't have to talk You don't have to think All you have to do is just be there I need someone to have fun with I need someone to be..."

"Christmas time this year Shall bring up a tear As I hang on the fear As I think about the past And I see it go by fast I stair in aghast As I see all I have done to hurt you And all that has been ..."

"What if you give a party for yourself, And the person you wanted most to be there Doesn't show up? Solution - like it or not Smart - you have to find someone else At least don't be stupid enough to ..."

"If you were still here Would I be more normal Would I be happier Would I have more fun The answer is yes If you were still here Would we all be more normal Would we all be happier Would we a..."

"Why doesn't anyone want me? Why doesn't anyone care? Why am I so different than other people? Why am I on the outside looking in at my life? All my life I have felt this way... It seems the harder I ..."

"Sleeplessness Sleepless during the day Tired-less during the night Wishing only for my life to be free Unable to move Trying to keep my eyelids From falling to the ground My mind slowly slipping ..."

"Flying Flying high Up in the clouds My breathing has quickend My vision is bluring My pace is slowing I can't see anymore How ironic.... I've stopped breathing. I can feel myself falling Hittin..."

"You don't love me You could care less If it were possible you would just leave me to die If you didn't have a conscious I would be dead by now I would have been left by the side of the road With a b..."

"My Christmas wish for you: My Christmas wish is for you to be happy I wish you happiness Only because I love you As a friend and as a person My Christmas wish is for you to live a long and happy li..."

"iI'm worried for you I'm worried for me I'm worried because you are my friend I care for you I want you to be happy I want everyone to be happy I want you to be healthy If I weren't your friend I wo..."

"no one will ever love me i dont deserve it and there is no reason anyone should love me i mean think about im not pretty im not skinny and i am deffinatly not fun to be with i would not beleive you..."

"Santa are you there? Santa can you hear me? Santa do you know what I want for Christmas? Santa do you know that all I want is world peace? Santa do you care that there are children in the worl..."

"You never give up do you You always have to win No matter what it is about You always have to be right You always have to be the best You always have to be the smartest You always have to be.... e..."

"Family in the beginning Family till the end When all I really wish to be is your friend You're my cousin And I do love you You're more then just my cousin, you're my sister too I love you dearly I ..."

"Maybe you're right I don't know Maybe I do think I can make everyone's problems go away. I'm not sure.... Maybe I do take on too much, Maybe I am trying too hard. Maybe I should stop trying to make..."

"I shutter as his tiny hand raises Holding a weapon of hate As he puts the barrel of the gun up to my head...I sit there frozen unable to move... not thinking...not breathing...nothing...I feel nothin..."

"I hate myself for showing my emotions publicly. The only thing i want to show you is my 'happy' side. I don't want you to know how sad and depressed I am all the time. I hate myself for not being..."

"The stairway leads up. The never ending stairway to heaven.... Yea right The stairs lead away from this hell. The hell of life. The hell I wish to leave. One day I'll fly away. But not on this day...."

"Tonight I realized my worth Tonight I realized my true family and friends I realized that there are some certain people in the world that you would do anything for...maybe you are One of them maybe ..."

"To see you sitting there in a chair all alone Looking out the window at nothing in particular It kills me inside It kills me to watch you sit there with no one to talk to With no one to be there w..."

"That was the last time i will ever cry for you I will never cry over or about you ever again No matter what you do No matter how much you hurt me Never again will it happen My tears are to precious ..."

"To all my friends, you know who you are, (I hope) I just want you all to know that I don't want to hurt any of you... I love you all dearly and I wish that I were only good enough for you You are the ..."

"New years eve This is my worst New Year's eve ever I will always remember this New Year's eve as the one where I had no friends I will never forget the fun I used to have with you When I could still ..."

"The twisted lives we live The friendships we have The friendships we hope we have not lost The love we have for each other The love that is lost when I find out you love her The pain that is gain..."

"I remember when we were the closest of friends I remember when we called each other on Saturdays just to see if we could hang out I still remember all the fun we used to have each holiday when we got..."

"Depression My ultimate enemy I have lost many a friend to it I have lost an uncle to it And it is 'in my blood' as I am told My allies against depression, along with poetry, Are my friends My ..."

"Confused What a good word to describe me What am I confused about you ask Well everything I'm confused about life I'm confused about friends I'm confused about enemies I'm confused about my friend..."

"Ok I don't really care what most people think about me I care what my friends think and what I think It normally doesn't matter to me if people think I'm a dork Or if they think I'm really cool I'm no..."

"You made a bracelet It was not meant for me But some how I got it I don't know how or why But I did I wear it everyday Everyplace No matter what It is my little version of you, sitting there right ..."

"Do you really know me? Do you really know all you need to know to call yourself a friend? Do you want to be my friend? Or is that just what you say when you see me cry? When you need something to say..."

"No matter how much fun I had I can't help myself but to be jealous of you I see how much fun you two can have together And I start to think of how much I wish to be like you How I wish that there ..."