I Should Hate You

"Can't hide my tears in the rain Can't let it soothe or wash away my pain Or mend the sorrow that shatters my heart, Slowly tears my mind apart -- I left you standing under the sky, I left you standing..."

"Call me 'sweetheart' one last time, Let me take your hand and hold it in mine, Let me kiss your lips and whisper softly But call me, call me, one last time. Call me 'darling' like you once would, Don..."

"Alone, I cry. Alone, I weep. Alone, I put myself to sleep Eternal bliss Held in my hands, At least the blade will understand. Alone, the blood, The pain, the tears, Subside with cessation of my fear..."

"Your gentle touch, so light like Flowers floating on the breeze, Makes my senses reel... Your lips upon my skin, tender, Dance across my flesh as Fire, burning, branding, claiming... Your hands drive ..."

"You are a whispering wind that beguiles, The coaxing devil that smiles, The charming prince with all his wiles, As you run away with my heart. And I give it to you without thought, So blissfully unaw..."

"I just want to fade Do nothing more than Become one of those Distant shadows, A slip of a memory In a sea of aimless dreams. I want to belong, To look the same As him, as her, As that man on the corne..."