for you (you know who you are)

I am drowing in this whirlpool I fight to breath but i can't find the heart to do it I am dieing inside...my passiveness is eating away at me Hun I just want you to be happy but it comes at a price...me I know i said i was fine with it but i am not I can't help it already we are loosing touch I can't blame her completly it is my fault for not telling you Things are already changing What is the dance going to be like I don't want to feel like a third wheel i don't want to sit there and be miserable all of the time I don't want to see her all over you even though i am you "date" I am so sorry that i am not ok with this really i am I can't help it...like you said we have that connection I am just so afraid of loosing it I don't want to make you have to choose It isn't fair to you and if you would rather be with her you should I don't know how else to tell you this so here it is in this poem I love you sweetie and i don't want you to be sad Please don't feel like you have to choose I just want you to be happy even if it tears me apart insideSorry if there are a lot of mistakes but i wrote this in a fit of emotion and i am too lazy to fix it *lol* well Mikey i hope you read this and understand it I LOVE YOU HUNN don't forget it.... Written February 2nd, 2002 © on Feb 02 2002 12:28 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1