You (sorry it is kinda long)

Someone once said " Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike anyother, you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored. You could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soulmate, your best friend...don't ever let them go" For me this person was you but this was too early seen unknown and known too late.You slipped through my fingers because I was so blind to the fact that you loved me and I didn't think I deserved someone as good as you. It all started when my family fell apart. You came to comfort me but I ran from you. You chased me through the rain and held me close as I cried on your shoulder. Suddenly I couldn't hold myself back the energy between us was to great. I was valnurable and you knew it. You tried to hold back but you also got caught up in the cosmic forces. Your hand reached up and wiped away my tears. Slowly you tilted my head up and I leaned forward twoards your lips. I longed for their soft gentle touch. you closed in and sparks flew. Fireworks lit my eyes. We slowly pulled apart. I tumbled back to my torn reality and relaized what had just happened. I broke from you arms and ran once again. This time you didn't follow me. The next day I called you we needed to talk. I told you it had all been a mistake and it never should have happened. Now as I look back I realize just how much that hurt you. I was confused and wasn't thinking straight. I love you with all my heart and soul. I know that now and I wish you did. You avoided for me for weeks after the call. I missed you so much. A month passed and I realized we had grown to far apart, I needed to get over you. However, it seemed that no matter how hard I tried I was never not in love with you. You had a hold of my heart forever. It is now been two years and I have finally gathered enough courage to tell you my true feelings. I walk to your door and the what ifs enter my mind. I push them away and reach forward to knock on the door. Right as I am about to knock I see you through the window. Your back is twoards me but I am sure it is you. My heart starts to race and butterflies gather in my stomach. "Wait who is that?" I think to myself. A beautiful young women walks down the staircase and grabs you in a great hug. I see a glint on her finger and realize it is a ring. My heart stops and I can't breath. I get dizzy and my mind goes blank. It can't be...your engaged? I run from the house and it starts to rain. I burst into tears as the memories of long ago flood my brain. Why did I wait so long? You were the one and only love for me. It should have been me on the stairs with the ring. My heart will always ache for you. The only cure for my constantly bleeding heart is you. It only took three simple words...I love youSorry so long i couldn't help it. The words just kept flowing. Written January 9th, 2002 © on Jan 09 2002 08:51 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1