This is Not the Way its Supposed to Be

"My mind swirls with Anger and Fear stay back,please, don't come near for they are entwined, and are a storm of madness and if embraced cause nothing but sadness The wrath of Anger is unbearable of es..."

"I wish I could just disappear but I have no where to hide I have all theses strange feelings and no one in which I can confide The weight on my shoulders is just too much to bare life's no fun any mo..."

"I keep my feelings bottle up never spoken My heart shattered and broken Loneliness now my unwanted friend it's time for this madness to come to an end I keep it quiet so no one knows It's too much no..."

"Lost in love or drown in lust these strange feelings I dont trust I cant figure out what keeps drawing me to you, do I stay,go, what should I do Knowing your real intentions would be of much help...."

"I've thought long and hard about this, deciding it has to be done Not only do you have to die, but I have to be the one I watch you from the window as you lay and watch T.V. I see you but you'..."

"you are my rain during a drought my cheer when i pout you’re my security when im scared my resistance when im dared you are my eyes when i cant see my reality when it just cant be you’re my air..."