Still Sweetpea

"My mind swirls with Anger and Fear stay back,please, don't come near for they are entwined, and are a storm of madness and if embraced cause nothing but sadness The wrath of Anger is unbearable of es..."

"I wish I could just disappear but I have no where to hide I have all theses strange feelings and no one in which I can confide The weight on my shoulders is just too much to bare life's no fun any mo..."

"I keep my feelings bottle up never spoken My heart shattered and broken Loneliness now my unwanted friend it's time for this madness to come to an end I keep it quiet so no one knows It's too much no..."

"Lost in love or drown in lust these strange feelings I dont trust I cant figure out what keeps drawing me to you, do I stay,go, what should I do Knowing your real intentions would be of much help...."

"I've thought long and hard about this, deciding it has to be done Not only do you have to die, but I have to be the one I watch you from the window as you lay and watch T.V. I see you but you'..."

"you are my rain during a drought my cheer when i pout you’re my security when im scared my resistance when im dared you are my eyes when i cant see my reality when it just cant be you’re my air..."

"Now all of a sudden I dont exist to you You have no idea what you're putting me through Everytime I see you with her rage overcomes me I have to wonder.... How could this be You'd said you'd love me ..."

"Crazy thoughts fill my head, fury over comes me I cant believe the betrayal, its so unnecessary She was family and a friend or so I thought Apparently I was wrong she is not She knows how I feel but..."

"An angel came and took me by the hand he told me it was time to leave this land He was gentle and kind he brought ease to my mind He told me everything was alright and then all of a sudden this light,..."

"My last thought before I go to sleep My first when I wake Im so unsure I hope my feelings arent fake I think about you all the time I dream of when you'll be mine You seem to have me under your spell ..."

"You're not going to like what I have to say Please,dont take this the wrong way I have something to confess to you I dont know how you'll take it,or what you'll do I've told you something thats not ..."

"You say you love me and I want to believe my doubts only you can relieve For real love my heart yearns I want to feel the eternal burn I want so badly to be in love you know the kind, heaven-sent fr..."

"They say there is a thin line between love and hate,and Im starting to understand Im not sure how much more of this I can withstand One minute I love love you and the next I dont sometimes I'll want ..."

"If love is lost, can it be found Im not sure you should even stay around The last thing I want it to hurt you but who knows what I might do I've been burned in the past and just dont know if we can ma..."

"I have something to tell you,my confession I love you so much;its almost an obsession I love so many things about you your sense of humor,confidence,and personality,just to speak of a few I love that ..."

"You have no idea how bad i want to be apart of your life i used to picture myself someday your wife i never thought we wouldnt be when the reality of that hit,it really surprised me i'd said i didnt c..."

"the ghost of our love still haunts my heart which is not completely torn apart your memory lingers in my mind i'd hoped that would pass in time but no,im convinced its here to stay threatening my sani..."

"sitting here with nothing to do my thoughts wonder and immediately they find you i truly love you,which comes as no suprise... i could go on forever,but this i'll summarise... in just a few short week..."

"i know this is not my decision to make but im not sure how much more of this i can take all the fighting has major effects your unhappiness isnt hard to detect i know all couples have their ups and do..."

"you know what he's trying to do he's being nice to me,only to get to you but i cant let him back in he'll only hurt me again i hope you see This Is The way It Has To Be i feel im constantly standing g..."

"im tired of the bullshit im sick of the drama damnit im so tired of you fucking with my mama! why cant you leave her alone and stay way... its okay though ill have my day i wanna see you suffer i wa..."