turning 18

"It was a big table. With only four chairs. Only four chairs. A new chair was soon to be added. However, chairs were of no interest here. It was what was on the table. A nice, fresh bag of marshmello..."

"you think that you know everything but no one really knows you stay to yourself, you are nameless always know your friends from foes you think that you know everything but never say a word you nothing..."

"the last time that i spoke to you we were on the phone remember? i told you how much i missed you you thought it was cute, you missed me too remember? i had something i wanted to say, you told me to g..."

"the puddles of blood that lay there stayed there no one would clean them up not only was it acknowledgement, but no one wanted to look at it whenever someone passed them, i always thought their eyes c..."

"Always I thought to myself In my corrupted mine away from everyone else They never found me there And as always inside my mind of evil twisted things Emerged a thought so pure, and maybe even innocent..."

"I touched the gates of heaven once only to be pulled away I'd think it was a hand telling me that I didn't belong there I'm not sure I remember feeling claws I touched the gates of heaven once only t..."