First Kiss

"BLANK PAPER I stare at it The thin slices of Processed wood I CAN'T THINK No subjects to debate Or discuss Too many distractions UNTIL A FLEETING THOUGHT Finds it's way into my Mind and is..."

"I resolve to go through with it My heart pounds as the scissors Come closer and closer To my security As the long blades touch my glory I begin to cry And realize I can't do it I can't lose my safet..."

"In a daze In a craze Reaching in the drawer Falling on the floor Bleeding from my skin This is my constant sin Feeling all this pain Am I even sane? If hurting myself can feel so good, Now I know why ..."

"Perhaps we were nothing to you. I stare at you as you tell me The News, That you don't need me anymore. Perhaps I was nothing to you. I don't want to show emotion Though inside I'm crying. Weren'..."

"The bruise was left behind Merely a memory of the pain That first collision Hurt like hell,but the Stinging slowly subsided Now that I have this mark I will never be the same I won't be able to forget..."

"Things fell apart And everything was surreal and morbid The rain poured And poured and poured I felt trapped and scarred Not able to breathe Cut,bleeding,swollen And just as my world came Crashing on..."