Lost Without You ..

Lost in my world Fantasy's surround by you living out something i knew couldn't be real You where my angel for awhile Now ur gone away from me ..for another guy I'm sorry i am not the right one I'm sorry i am not the one u love I wish i was perfect for u all i wanted to do was be someone good to u When u told me you loved me was it a lie? When u told me u loved me where u thinking of that other guy When u looked me in the eye..was it all just a lie? I loved u to death girl...I thought u where the stars in the sky You where the one I loved ...You got up and walked away from me Was I not good enough...I hate my life ... " I feel something for someone else" where the words that killed me Telling me this leaves me feeling empty Was I nothing to u but a normal guy? God knows I loved u...my heart is fulled with questions saying "why" ..love him ...go head..i thought u said u would never hurt me? Just..another white lie? ...i'm sitting here thinking to myself..asking where did i go wrong and why? what did i do to desiver this feeling of pain god dani what did i do to make u get up and walk away was my love too much for u..i thought we could work things out ...my love was soo true You got up and walked away leaving me with nothing but a breaken heart i let u go without a fight how could i fool my self thinking i could have u... I'm worthless..i fucking nothing to u ...you are soo beautiful and i am not ...you have soo many guys after u... ..what about the guy u had in ur sight? was that why u kept talking about guys to give me a sign? to let me off easy..? To blind my sight.. wonder why u never talked to me alot wonder why u hardly wrote me You must of been talkign to him... ...what a fool... i thought i could hold u down keep your beauty inside of me keep if from everyone else ....i traped u inside me... ...what am i to do ..? When u told me you loved me was it a lie? When u told me u loved me where u thinking of that other guy When u looked me in the eye..was it all jsut a lie? I loved u to death girl...i thought u where the stars in the sky You where the one i loved ...You got up and walked away from me Was i not good enough...i hate my life ... I stand at the edge of the bridge asking my self why what did i do wrong where did i lose my life all in front of my eyes ...our times we spent together flashed befor me The first time u told me u loved me the first time i asked u to be with me You gave me joy... You left me with pain... why not just end it now... i'm sure u'll understand.. when i am dead and gone and ur sitting there thinking why ....you left me alone ... .....i had no where to hide... i'm at the end of my roads.. no where to turn.. this bridge is my final resting place ...i'll be another floating body... ...with nothing to love... ...your gone..i gotta learn how to face it ...but how am i spose to ..when u just walk out and left with out a trace... thanx for the good times u gave me and the love that we shared...I should of never shared my secrets...maybe then i wouldnt be soo frail...i'm lost now with no where to go...i might as well die ...then face this cold world alone... Written April 12th, 2002 © on Apr 12 2002 06:16 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1