Over You

Sitting here alone on my bed Too hurt to weak to sleep Wondering where you are and what you think Trying to find some sense in this messed up world I thought i would never of lost you Just another life tail in this fucked up world Why must we leave each other Where did i go soo wrong What did i do so bad I gave you my everything Is it too much to ask To keep u here with me? Alone once again Pain overwelms the weak Everyone tells me to be there for you Be there when your in need Thats just a bunch of bullshit Where are you in my time of need? Full circle comes around Your time will come This pain i feel now Will soon come to you A fate i never wanted you to have A pain that forever lasts You will soon know how it feels To be left in the past Its not your fault I realize its mine Things i should've done Things I should've said Maybe then... you woulda never left Never went out ..and finded someone else Its ok ... its alright i'mma make it threw this fight your just another detour in my way of life I will leave you back in my past ..just another one left behind.. As the clouds part And my sun raises I look out my window and see the light shining i look past the pain and step threw the door i find myself in a place of peace no more hurting forever more You have no idea how great this feels My heart is mending .. Time for something new ... A day doesnt pass That your not on my mind Your still my first love theres no dine I must walk away Here comes a new day i sigh in relief Knowing that i am finally ok ... Written April 12th, 2002 © on Apr 12 2002 10:11 AM PST   18 • 0 • 12