Always Remembers

I'm holding in the feelings I can not live without My heart beats faster and faster as life drains from me I don't want to lose you but I know your slipping away Through fights, arguments, disagreements, attitudes I don't know how to make you understand I don't want to lose you We don't have the same directions to follow in our lives You want a career, a life, a family Knowing I can't give you everything you want I want to so badly, I've lost it before I even had it You're so hard to convince that my love for you is so strong Not strong enough to hold you, to keep you, to wrap around you and not let go. I can't say I didn't try to make you see me... I can't say I didn't try to make you feel me, a person, a heart, a soul I can't say I didn't give you a chance to understand how I feel about you. I don't want to let go, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to face a day without waking up in your arms knowing when you open your eyes you're really there. What will I do without you, without your lips against mine. There are so many things about you, I can't replace in my heart and mind. I'll lose the nights we spent alone, just talking about nothing I'll lose the feelings I felt for you when no one else was there. Why keep hiding behind this dream, that everything will be ok Stop hiding behind excuses, I can't let our love leave me I don't want to live my life without this feeling I hold inside for you I don't want to remember all the things we use to do When I close my eyes and I see you standing there I will have to remember the way things were But that doesn't mean that for the rest of my life I won't be scared I'm afraid of losing you and not remembering you A heart always remembers Written January 31st, 2002 © on Feb 20 2002 06:49 PM PST    0 • 8