Don't Forget My Love For You

with someone else, he now sleeps in her arms are the dreams he keeps i'm hurting inside, i'm all torn apart i don't know what's wrong with my poor broken heart i really did not want to find out this way yet i knew this would happen someday i told him i loved him and i really meant it he told me he loved me and i wanted to believe it i thought i was his one true love, his heart but today, on the phone, mine was ripped all apart she answered the phone, where i once stayed and in my place is where she layed i can not blame her, she wasn't the cause she cares for him, it's not her fault i thought he loved me more than that but now i'm a memory, i'm his past all i can see, is them making love now it's isn't me there, i'm missing somehow it isn't me there, when he gets home from work i'm the one that feels like a worthless jerk i should not have let him go the way i did was so very low i told him to move on with his life because i could not be his wife i dreamed of the day, i would have been forever, together, alone with him my dream was shattered on the phone that day when on the floor, my heart now lay i love him so much, i miss him each night when i was the one he was holding so tight now in my arms are pillows and dreams and in her arms is where he sleeps i'll never stop loving him, i never will and the more that i miss him, i love him more still but if it was meant to be for he and i if i had another chance, i would do more than try now in my dreams, is where our love lies forever with me, our love, he and i he was my world my heart and my soul and of these memories, i'll never let go i'm sorry, my love, it turned out this way i thought we'd be married, somehow, someday but it didn't work out, i really thought it would i'm hoping that she is treating you good i miss you, i love you, i wish you were with me asleep in my arms is where you should be tonight in my dreams, i'll see you again and together we'll be, until the end but when i awake, and you are gone the tears fall again, i have to be strong i just want you to hold me, tell me its ok you know that i wanted you to, that one day when i saw you, after it had been so long since i had been in your arms, i know i was wrong but this takes two people to keep this dream we both were wrong, though it seems i'm so sorry, my love, my heart loved you so but to your memory, i'll never let go i beg of you please, don't forget me i loved you so much, in time you'll see i hope that you're happy, a smile on your face but these memories of us, they can't be erased remember the good times, when i was with you and i will remember the good times too. goodnight, to my heart, to my love, to you i just wanted you to know, i still love you. ~ to my true love, if you read this, no matter how much i try to get over you, it doesns't make it hurt any less to not have you here with me. i'm sorry that i wasn't your dream come true, and that i wasn't there when you needed me... i should have tried harder.. i should have listened... i should have .... done a lot of things... but i loved you, and i always will. ~ Written March 9th, 2002 © on Mar 08 2002 05:31 PM PST    18 • 0 • 8