I Should Have Known

it's over and now i'm empty the phone it doesn't ring no messages await me and i'm completely lost i'm use to hearing your voice yet i only hear an echo from memories i've saved of times we laughed and cried i miss you terribly i do not know what went wrong things seemed fine to me but now you're only a thought a thought i think of often when i'm alone in bed at night i loved you, i wanted you to know that but i can't do this anymore i can't be who you wanted i tried so hard i swear i know you don't believe me and i know you're very hurt i can't believe this happened this wasn't all my fault arguments take two this isn't all one sided i miss the way you held me i long to feel your warmth the times we spent together were very special to me the softness of your lips pressed against mine the gentle way your hands caressed my body empty darkness fills me a coldness wraps me up where you use to be is a mere shadow now i look around me daily i see you standing there but when i turn around all i see is a hazey cloud i read the things you wrote me i sit here and i cry i miss you more and more now and it makes my heart sink more i don't know how to fix it i would have if i could i thought it was going to work for us but differences over came us i wish i could just hold you and make you see the love you would have believed me if only you could have seen i will return to my corner but no more will i cry i'll remember you the way we were when we were happiest i'll remember the way i fell asleep in your arms the way you held me tight i love you i swear i loved you with all my heart it was just not what you wanted i'm not the person you wanted me to be i just couldn't make you happy it's over and now i'm empty i should have known... Written February 5th, 2002 © on Feb 05 2002 01:34 PM PST    0 • 1