It Will All Be Fine [with picture]

my head's up in some clouded sky i'm feeling uncertain, yet don't know why i'm confused, on the other hand relieved from what is seen isn't exactly believed in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine i saw myself from below my feet my shoes are planted on the street my head is full of wishes and dreams rainbows of perfection lit by moon beams in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine i'm in my own little world down here alone in a corner, gripping my fears facing each day with courage and hope for this is the way i've learned to cope in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine i'm in no way perfect and this i know but i feel that i have to put on this show to make myself strong, to make myself brave isn't this the way i'm suppose to behave? in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine not a tear i will shed when my heart has been broken it's a lesson well lived, the words have been spoken things i have said that i can not take back even if it was truth, or just simply a fact in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine understanding isn't a gift i've been given trying to make this life of mine worth livin' i'm doing the best with this life i call mine leaving each day, traveling through time in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine i don't feel i've wasted my life at all for each of us stumble and each of us fall just pick yourself up, put your feet on the ground turn against the wind, turn your life around in the end it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine tears find there way down my sad lonely cheek i've sat here, felt worthless, week after week i feel i can't help anyone, especially me i can not be what i want to be in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine a normal person who has a future, a life but i can't have kids, i can't be a wife i'm scared of what my life might be the things i face, aren't normal, you see? in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine again, with my head in some clouded sky i'm watching all these passers by learn from mistakes, they can't be erased no matter how much hurt that you face in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine i awake to find there is no back door my shoes and my dog are right here on the floor things are the way they are suppose to be they are the things that make up "ME" in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call mine i hear the clock tick, time flies on by days turn to nights which darken the sky i lay in my bed wish i wasn't alone i sit here wishing for the ring of the phone but still it doesn't ring, it just sits there still this silence around me is making me ill but the daylight brings the start of a new day i'll find my path again, i'll find my way because like i've said before.... in the end, it will all turn out just fine because this is the life, the life i call minethose who do not know this... I have a terminal heart disease which I was born with... Sometimes I want so bad to be normal, someone who can have a job, a life, kids, a husband and not have to worry about doing something that will make you tired, or in my case, cough up blood... I want to be normal so bad sometimes it hurts... but this is NORMAL for me, and you are normal for YOU... we take for granted too many things... when it is taken away from you, you find that those things we once thought were simple, like tying my shoes without getting out of breath, are truly missed... This is the life, the life I call mine. Don't take things for granted! you never know when that one simple thing can be taken away from you... Written March 6th, 2002 © on Mar 05 2002 06:20 PM PST    18 • 8 • 10