Just A Façade

her eyes are a endless mirror to her eternal soul yet fire engulfs you and you lose control piercing right through you; bleeding you fall her glance from across the room says it all her lips; moistly wet with encompassing desire words spoken from them take you much higher her tongue calls you silently drawing you in it's her emotional goal; your heart she must win her smile entrances you; it's all you can see gleaming; controlling you; setting you free glowing embers of fire radiate from her face hypnotized it takes you into its embrace your body realizes it can't fight her stare it gives up completely without such a care she has you extremely lost under her spell addicted to her; you just tripped and fell you reach out your hand to touch her cheek fingers outstretched, but you just can not reach just a little farther, with all of your heart you know if she denies you; you'll just fall apart yet her eyes, her lips, her smile returns the thought you can't live without her; it's her heart you have sought she closes her eyes for a brief moment in time and you realize the spell was broken; what a crime she had stolen your heart, threw it there on the floor walked out on you with the slamming of the door you thought she loved you with every fiber of her being and it was her truest feelings you thought you were seeing she raped you, she robbed you, stole every part of you; gone you swore that she loved you but boy you were wrong deceivingly threw away all of the memories you made even the ones you swore you'd take to your grave you were warned by the tell tale signs before you began you knew you should have tucked tail and ran but you thought she was different and your love would not die turns out the time you spent with her were lies how does it feel to have it all happen to you "what goes around comes around", the saying is true next time you'll know not to believe in her; all the lies so watch out next time you decide to look in her eyes you might just think her love for you is true but remember all the pain that you had to go through each night you spent alone crying out her name unfortunately; she wasn't doing the same she may not have been the person you wanted but it's her eyes that you see, your life, she has haunted when you close your eyes at night to sleep and she visits you secretly in the dreams that you keep remember the words i have spoken to you no matter what you think, every single one's true she'll take you completely into her web of lies manipulation rules, it's your hearts final demise your heart's on the floor collecting dust everyday you let her win; and she got her way do you think that you're the first victim she has you won't be the first and surely not the last shut the door behind her, throw away the key i warned you she'd do this, you didn't listen to me the black widow spider; she wouldn't let you breathe when you started to suffocate; you should have believed i'm not sorry she did this, i'm not sorry you're hurt because it was once my heart you tossed in the dirt i believed that you loved me, when it was all lies i was lost in the passion, the fire in your eyes when it was all over, you told me i was dead i was left with your image and voice in my head memories, dreams, shattered and broken my love meant nothing; worthlessly spoken when you come back and beg me to return i hope the words you said will eternally burn since when do you physically speak to the dead you should have thought about the things you said the love and the trust i had for you is gone because i know it wasn't me who was totally wrong you can't beg me enough to take you back once again because the game that you played, i was bound to win!when she throws your heart into a meat grinder and serves it to you for dinner, and you realize it was all a façade then eat it baby! you will never ever be forgiven again! Written April 2nd, 2002 © on Apr 01 2002 08:14 PM PST    0 • 10