One Year: Come and Gone

it would have been a year ago today but somehow it has all just faded away the dreams we held so close to our heart has all disolved and fallen apart instead of spending today with you i'll sit here alone; bluer than blue no tears will fall from this lonely face because no one can ever take your place yet you replaced me; tried to regain all the love we shared; yet it wasn't in vain a year ago today would be a page in our lives, a book of memories your shadow dances on the walls of my mind a place i visit thousands of times when in front of a mirror you held me and told me how beautiful i could be to you, i thought i meant everything our love now flies on broken wings nose dives towards it's sudden demise were all the i love you's ignorant lies? i have to believe you, you meant it all; true even when you said we were through i know that you loved me with all of your heart even the days that we spend apart happy anniversary, or what would have been a year ago today, i thought we would win i thought our love could outstand all be there to pick us up when we stumble and fall my wish to you tonight would be that you won't let it all be memories don't forget the laughter, the tears the nights when you held me and calmed all my fears don't forget the touch of my lips the touch of my hands, my fingertips just know that i'm still in love with you no matter where you are or what you do i'll keep this dream in my heart alive that's the only way our love can survive happy anniversary, today sweetheart i'm thinking of you, though we're oceans apart today i'll remove this ring; a symbol of our vow to wear it any longer would not be fair somehow my life with you remains in words i have written memories of times we shared and wrongs that were forgiven so i'll go on with my life today, i'm finally closing this book of my time with you, my life with you, and my heart you freely took goodbye to the love of my life on this day, one year has now gone past i hope you'll remember the times we shared, the ones we thought would last don't forget my love for you as the day draws to an end a year has come and gone my love, happy anniversary once againOne year anniversaries suck when the person you're suppose to be celebrating with is celebrating with someone else :( I miss you Ron and I hope you're thinking about me today, at least if i'm a fleating thought that crosses your mind for a millionth of a second... we had too many good times not to remember eachother today! Happy Anniversary, or what would have been anyway... ONE YEAR and we almost made it baby, we almost made it! Written April 20th, 2002 © on Apr 19 2002 07:44 PM PST    18 • 0 • 8