Sinfull Obsession

across a crowded room, i watch him the lights above me, slowly dim i never let him out of my sight i follow his every movement, though slight he walks even closer to me, i await is this, my chance to meet him, fate? his eyes meet mine, i can not blink hesitation awaits, causes me to think my god, his stare, slices through me his hands reach out, entangling me the softness so intense, the heat that we make i don't know how much more of this i can take the taste of his mouth, engulfing me, whole the touch of his hand, takes over my soul i'm no longer alone, empty, afraid i'm reborn again by the love we just made i'm sinfully obsessed, i want him, he's mine i know i can't turn back the hands of time i want to relive every moment with him when his eyes caught mine, living in sin he makes me want him, even more now i know i have to make him mine, somehow i'll follow him from here to anywhere i know that he's married, i really don't care i make him so happy, i know that i do this feeling i feel for him, always rings true my heart pounds so hard, i can't make it end i want him, my lover, my obsession, my friend sinfully dreaming of lying in there in his arms the safeness, fulfillment, i'm lost in his charm his eyes, they pierce me, make my heart bleed sinfully obsessed, it's him that i need planning our time together carefully i don't want his wife to see him with me but i'm at the point, i really don't care his office, his home, his car, anywhere god how i want him, want to feel his touch i miss our passionate kisses so much the way he undresses me, peels off my skin takes me, embraces me, the more i want him i want him to tell me, his marriage is through that he can't live without me, i know that its true stay with me always, i know that you can i want you, i need you, my lover, MY MAN i'm obsessed with the moments, he makes me feel whole he owns me completely, my heart and my soul i can't give him up again, i wouldn't live to be with him always, there's nothing i won't give he always leaves me, alone in this room it's become my dungeon, my coffin, my tomb my heart breaks, the door shuts, again he is gone he didn't leave me because i did something wrong i make him feel like the man that he is even though he has a wife and 2 kids i'm the woman, the other, the secret he keeps in my arms, in my heart, is where he sleeps returning home from a trip that he takes while his wife stays up and for him she awaits she knows that he's been with me all the time she smells my perfume, on his breath smells the wine she knows, he's been lying to her all this time it's the same old story, the same old line she packed him his things, behind him, shuts the door thier marriage is over, she settled the score the silence breaks with the ring of the phone he asks me if i am still all alone i have waited for this moment, all of my life sinfully obsessed, i'll finally be his wife! Written March 3rd, 2002 © on Mar 02 2002 06:51 PM PST    0 • 10