Before and Now

"I look up I walk around Once I jump I won't be found Unless someone does know My thought out plan Of where I will go To jump and land I just need one hand In this life of mine To reach out, and he..."

"Among these walls It's never heard The screams of pain The frightening calls Torment, horror Describes it all Chilling noises continue on Screeching, howling Until its dawn Waking, thanking Knowing I ..."

"Keep me humble Keep me safe Keep me warm in this place Tell all of God's angels To watch over me So I can rest peacefully In no doubt to what I say From the heart this do I pray. Written November 16th..."

"Superficial unexistence looks down on me talks about me loves me. It stands there, walking, talking, stalking me hating, waiting, chasing me It laughs at me So loud, that I can't hear. It's here, but ..."

"What if I don't love you What if I never did What if it was you I never knew And what if I liked him instead? What if I never met you What if I pushed you aside What if this love never grew And what i..."

"I'm glad my world gets crushed down Because it can be rebuilt and you'll be the one with all of this guilt I'm glad I get made fun of Although it's never fun But the past is the past, and whats done h..."