Our Emotions, My Love.

My boyfriend, had a brother in law I guess he was cool altho, him, I never saw One day, Kris was in a really bad mood “He’s dead”. .I really understood I had no words to speak My heart dropped, it seemed to leak For a man, I’ve never known All these emotions were suddenly shown I have never heard of his name But. .heartbroken, I’m not the same He died in a car/train crash Life. .just seems to be there. .*flash* He didn’t die on impact But. .hours later. .life he lacked Knowing now. .he had kids I’m sure, good, was all he did I wonder how those kids feel Knowing their fathers gone, and it’s so real. And his wife *sigh* sometimes I wish I could replace life with life. I can’t tell them it’s going to be okay But, better, they will be someday I can’t help them, because we’re far apart But, his death, hurt my heart Everytime I see a track, and a train My mind gets cluttered, I go insane I hurt inside, I don’t know why But this is what I feel I can’t lie Just, I care for you a lot Your feelings run through me, I can’t stop Your pain, destroys my life too When you’re happy, I smile, it’s true But. .sorry I sincerly am I will help you any way I can I can’t tell you things will be great You don’t have to believe anything I say But, believe me, before it’s too late I love you, in every single way.This is a true "story". .of someone i know. .and someone else. .whom I didn't know. .but heart the whole story. .and that's exactly how I feel. .and those are my thoughts. Written February 18th, 2002 © on Feb 18 2002 03:04 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10