What if, Would I. . .

What if I was never born? What if I already died? Would things be the same? Would people have cried? What if I grew up somewhere else? What if I grew up in the city? Would people see me the same way? Would I get respect. .or pity? What if I was short? What if I was big? Would I be treated the same? Would I be hiding in a hole I'd have to dig? What if I wasn't white? What if I was black or red? Would I be the same in their sight? Would I be better of dead? What if I was a year older? What if I was a different age? Would I have the same life as I do now? Would I be happier. .or in rage? What if I started to smoke? What if I started to drink? Would I be hurting now? Would I not have the chance to think? What if I dated that one guy? What if we fell in love one day? Would I be missing something now? Would I have any regrets to say? What if I never met you? What if we never talked? Would I be in pain now? Would I be better, if instead by i just walked? What if I never found God? What if I didn't believe? Would I be depressed and lonley? Would I just be something I deceive? Where would I be right now, If a single moment and thing was changed? Would I be better, worse? Dead, in love, in pain, engaged? Am I missing out on a chance I never took? Am I missing out on something, Because I was too lazy to look? What if I am missing out on a lot? Should I choose to fix it. . Becuase, what if I'm not.Lots of questions. .can't find the answers. . Written February 23rd, 2002 © on Feb 23 2002 05:10 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10