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Loosing a whole year

By VagrantGypsy

Topics: Poetry Source: AllPoetry Original source

I can feel my heart beat as my eyes bleed And I lay here, so confused. Don’t know what to do, Don’t know what to say to make everything ok again, Even though it never was. I just got pushed back a whole year. These familiar faces are new . I can’t believe I lost a whole year and no one has changed or cares. I wonder if all these people are worth it, If all my feelings and emotions are being wasted. Yes, it’s true that I want to die, but I’m too afraid; I lost the courage along the way. I can’t believe I got shoved back a whole year, even though I’m not the same. But when it’s all over, You have to ask yourself Was it worth it? Because it better be. Written February 24th, 2002 © on Feb 25 2002 12:37 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10

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