VagrantGypsy

"Somehow I figured it out by now Took me long enough All the hurt all the pain Embedded into me So now my eyes are open Took me long enough To see your true colors were always that bland Always there t..."

"Distasteful memoriesResidue of what we've left behindDisgusting aftermath only to Close my mindUnpledged promises live forever butWhat happens when forever diesSeeking refuge from the rainIt's all too..."

"Can’t define destinyEspecially mineSo what is this?Take a deep breath and open my eyesBeen kind of long since I looked outsideIs the sun always out at this time?Sitting on a strange street corner Twit..."

"I can hear the sea of my own soul Wash upon lonesome beaches inMy folded arms of which I lye my head to cry andSudden downpoursMaking the waves thunder and Capsize all natural thoughts leaving only th..."

"Somewhere out there I know you are thinking of me Smelling my skin Breathing my life Twisting and twirling my tangled hair around your fingers So I go on living awaiting only for that first glimpse of..."

"It seems almost too easy to close my eyes in daylightPretending everything is alrightTaunting questions that come with no answersLetting hope drip awayClawing to the nothingness of lifeWhy is it that ..."

"Sometimes I think its time for me to flySpread my wings high above my headLeave this cocoon of misery for the nextUnsuspecting victimThe warm weather all around meThought it would dry my wings soI cou..."

"In a mind gone rancidLife is a meaningless word only be toCursed upon in times of desperationBackground changes everydayFaceless people fade awayWhen dreams are nothing more than aMemory sketched with..."

"Swallow it down Over the lump in your throatSomeone wake me up from this NightmareWhen your mind is like a candle drippingWax onto the floorNothing seems stableThe wick has keeled over and the Incense..."

"Look at meLook me in these crazed eyesSee through to my drowning soul andWired mindAre you scared yet?GoodI want you to see the tears in my faceYou cut me open now Watch it bleedSoon your nights will ..."

"Things are so complicatedCan't use words to unwind them whenLifes this tangled mysteryContained within shattered relationshipsThe peach fuzz of the sun Can't reach everyone so It's up to us to crawl o..."

"Swaying at a standstill where nothing is right I have no faith Will I die tonight? When I'm bored!! Being this way makes me hate you so I'll slam my door extra hard to try and make you disappear You ..."

"'What are those scars on your arm?',he asked Why must you always ask questions you already have the answer to? As my mind searches for an answer besides the one I see in your eyes I try to keep my lip..."

"I can feel myself Slipping awayDrifting awayWhich drug will I take today?Which drug will I let make me today?Is this what its all come down to?A jagged little pillDisguising who I really amPainting me..."

"I just need you to know how much I care and I'll still be here when you decide to come back You were always there even when I am alone You're still the only one holding my hand It's been so hard watc..."

"Get out of my head Get out of my life Let me be alone so I can pick up all of my broken pieces and Carry on with some self respect and pride I've forgotten how to communicate with the outside people l..."

"I won't be seenI can't be heardThere's so much more out there than this,So I've readI wanna get outOut of this townAway from these peopleI wanna experience something more than theseIll lit rooms and a..."

"Everyone has their own escapeA hideaway from ourselvesClosing their eyes letting Teardrops absorb confusion to flood away the worldSilver razor blades stained with frustrationLacerate pale skin turnin..."

"Envisioning my own death becomes reality whenSleepless nights come plentiful bearing fruits of thoughtUnwelcome to my tired eyes and weak bodySo tiredNot having the energy to rest only to slip away in..."

"I am a piece of ice So cold and hard Covered by the filth of society The specks of darkness you find in me are not my own They have been bore into me by others Only a few at first but Soon I am covere..."

"I’m so glad all of you fucks think I’m betterNo, I really amHappy to see your vapid little being is peacefulSo when you smile at me I'll smile back just so I don’t hear some fake attempt of concern Do..."

"You’re such a fucking bitch and I don't care who u gave birth to you're still a fucking bitch Don’t know why I got to live with you Is there something else u can say besides ‘no’ cause if u can Th..."

"Being in this place Looking at these people Makes me sick I'm not like them Where do souls of the tormented belong? We belong here,among the others Our gifts appear as burdens as we walk the crowded ..."

"Today I hate everythingMy alarm clock is so fuckin loud butI don't have the strength to get out of bedSo I lye here and think of how I can't sleep and how pissed my mom is gonna be when she sees me la..."

"I'm so like you it makes me sick The more i deny myself the closer I get to reality I know you see yourself in me but it's not true! I'll never be like you! EVER I'm getting out of here and flying jus..."

"I wish the world could seeJust how hard it is to beTo live exist and breatheNo one really knows What it is like in school all dayWe all have doubts We all have fearsI wish someone could understandJust..."

"As I lounged in the murky water of my bathtub, Sliding my body beneath the surface of the water, I thought about all of which I've failed to be and Everything I didn't accomplish. I let my nose slip b..."

"I sit here motionless staring into the nothingness of life Focusing on the swelling pain of my arms and legs instead of the Yelling taking place outside my bedroom door and inside my head A cheesy in..."

"I’ve realized I’m back here again even though I never left Just closed the blinds and didn't go near the window I’m back here once again with the black sun Blaming everyone Finding I hate myself So he..."

"As I rested my head on your shoulder and fell asleep, I thought about how safe you make me feel and How comforting it is to have you to lean on. The sweat from the concert was still fresh on my face,..."

"I sit here and watch the world go by and people changeDon't know why I'm sitting here with this bad taste in my mouth thinking of my demiseJust know that I wanna leave this place and go somewhere far ..."

"Wish you would wake up from that life you dreamThe nightmare is catching up to you and I know you won't see it comingThe sun is rising and theres no time for you to pull the covers over your headYou'v..."

"I look at everyone else around me and Don't know why I'm standing here with them. They can't understand me and won't even try. Laughing at all the wrong times causing awkward pauses and hateful glare..."

"So now I’m free They say this is the way to be It feels so liberating being in this place where The wind blows and chimes through the leaves People finally know, something I’ve been hiding all my lif..."

"I sit and stare into the mirror Just stare No expression whatsoever Blank My eyes give it all away Its always bothered me how they did that The hatred they posses is almost scary I never knew they wer..."

"Hating where I come from Loathing where I am To engrossed in selfishness to know where I'm going or what I'm doing Having no patience for myself or anyone else Losing control,when I never even had it ..."

"We're standing here speechless and theres nothing left to say I try to tell you how I feel but right now I'm numb I know it's not fair,the power I have over you, But I can't change the past or conrol ..."

"The more wrong I do the more you hide I know you can inside,through my bloodshot eyes I can't apologize for all the pain, I only wish you no regrets on the so called 'mistakes' you sacrifice the first..."

"Lay all the blame on me Everything you refuse to look at is shoved inside of me No sleep Too tired Closed eyes, sealed mind Blurry vision so I hit the floor And crawl along the ground Dirtying my han..."

"Today was just a blur, a smudge in time I wonder if my whole life has been a day dream so far and I still haven’t woken up “You need to sit down, you just got really white... I’ll get you some water, ..."

"Blood on the moon and I’m with out my tigers eye Black ink of the clouds covers pale faces and blurred minds Trying to justify the wrong in everything that feels right We’ll talk about this with a lon..."

"In a place where drugs are everything and money governs all There will never be an ‘us’ I’ve had my fill of pill poppers, syrup sippers, and acid addicts This dirty way of life we live disgusts me I ..."

"I’ve realized that I no longer believe in love, My nights alone and those filled with people feel the same and I wonder why. I haven’t been a believer for some time but now I don’t even want to be. Th..."

"Everyone says I’ll never be anything And everyone says I should care There was a time when my only problems were just living, keep breathing, stop razors from slicing my skin Now it seems so much more..."

"I have no escape; The bottles on the floor are empty, the smoke still lingers There's nothing else to loose. Pouring out my thoughts and getting nothing back, I just don’t know who I am yet. Outbursts..."

"I guess all I have to say is that Growing up is hard today Hating parents for force feeding you lies Breaking bottles for not getting  gigs Drinking like there's no end to help dissolve the pain of ..."

"My jail cells on fire (The one you’ve locked me in) And Standing right in front of me You’ve thrown away the key But you tell me your so sorry it fell into the flames and your afraid Your shift is ove..."

"Today my heart fell apart again, Just like it does every time we are forced to say goodbye I hope you miss me while you’re away because I long for you so much Our hearts will never melt in that rom..."

"You’re everything you never wanted to be All the pain and hate stays with you through the years, Memories you’ll never erase His ways are not your ways For once, open your eyes and see That genetics ..."

"Dead, That's what I’ll pretend to be today Just so someone will look at me, To make sure I have a pulse, But I don’t want them to. Lie, That's what I’ll do today About how much I don’t want people to..."

"It brings me down to think about all the times we'll never have My address book is filled with names I don't even know It just pisses me off to feel the whole world beating me down And never let up ev..."

"All is lost, and songs can no longer save you Sometimes hiding is a death wish There is nothing left Everyone is gone or leaving and no one cares to say so long; You’ll just be deserted alone thinking..."

"I’m so sorry, I should’ve tried to save you from yourself, Instead of secretly hoping for your survival. I shared in much of your pain, See my mother left too, If only you knew then maybe things would..."

"I went to the planetarium today and I saw how many galaxies there are And I decided that we’re not alone, nor are our lives worth anything I realized that if I die today, tomorrow, or right now, it wo..."

"No one knows that I still lay in my bed and cry, And that's just the way I want it to be. There's nothing wrong but I’m still sobbing No one will fuckin’ believe me, Even though I’m lieing. My friend..."

"I sit and stare at my phonebook All the names that never make my phone sing; All the names I don’t care to dial And the ones I am forbidden to because that's what life makes people sometimes; Prohibit..."

"As I write these words I wonder who they’re for The person who I’ll always love because of our time together in diapers and life preservers, You, the one that because of those times, will never be, Or..."

"Please, just shoot me; end it all now Make sure you aim is true and penetrates deep into my mind, Kill the brain not the heart ‘cuz once I read that loves never dies Ha! What a lie The only thing cert..."

"Pull the shade so light can't shine through It’s a new place with the same road signs Fighting until even after I die When will it end? Here? Today? Never It’s what I pray and obsess over; This battle..."

"In loving memory of Nick Traina: I wish you were physically still alive Instead your words just linger A taunting remembrance that you’re not around From a sickness with no cure, a disorder no one ..."