Visions
By VagrantGypsy
Envisioning my own death becomes reality whenSleepless nights come plentiful bearing fruits of thoughtUnwelcome to my tired eyes and weak bodySo tiredNot having the energy to rest only to slip away into my own tortuous worldI hate this lifeWonder what they will say when I'm gone cause you know I'm already deadDon't think they'll speak a word cause not a word I spoke to sayGoodbyeNo messageNo guidanceNo oneJust me,Alone in a cold dark placeThis feeling so familiar yet this place I have not seenBut then I blinkIt's just meAloneJust the tears and I andAs they multiply it seems I lessenMaybe they have the answersToo bad they speak with out words or maybe I could understandHope I leave something more than tears when I decide to go butI bet no one will ever know how much each drop hurt and I know they will not speak my name once I leaveSo I lay in my bed Thoughts running through my headTears drownding my eyes inA darkness that can't be broken by a lightswitchDesiring a bigger needle to attack my skinWondering why these pins can't feed my hunger anymoreTrying everything and anything to make the pain go awayOnly giving me more reason to scream Getting bored when nothing worksGoing to bed after midnight only to find thatSleep is just a daydream and I am a question mark no one has seen Written June 7th, 2001 © on Sep 28 2001 05:25 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Envisioning my own death becomes reality whenSleepless nights come plentiful bearing fruits of thoughtUnwelcome to my tired eyes and weak bodySo tiredNot having the energy to rest only to slip away into my own tortuous worldI hate this lifeWonder what they will say when I'm gone cause you know I'm already deadDon't think they'll speak a word cause not a word I spoke to sayGoodbyeNo messageNo guidanceNo oneJust me,Alone in a cold dark placeThis feeling so familiar yet this place I have not seenBut then I blinkIt's just meAloneJust the tears and I andAs they multiply it seems I lessenMaybe they have the answersToo bad they speak with out words or maybe I could understandHope I leave something more than tears when I decide to go butI bet no one will ever know how much each drop hurt and I know they will not speak my name once I leaveSo I lay in my bed Thoughts running through my headTears drownding my eyes inA darkness that can't be broken by a lightswitchDesiring a bigger needle to attack my skinWondering why these pins can't feed my hunger anymoreTrying everything and anything to make the pain go awayOnly giving me more reason to scream Getting bored when nothing worksGoing to bed after midnight only to find thatSleep is just a daydream and I am a question mark no one has seen..."