This is just to say...

I just need you to know how much I care and I'll still be here when you decide to come back You were always there even when I am alone You're still the only one holding my hand It's been so hard watching you slowly kill yourself And even though we're being blow by winds of different directions I know we'll end up in the same pile because You're the only one whose ever come close to knowing how mesmerizing suicidal tendencies can be No one understands but you're the only chance I have to even hold on because We both can't stay slayne on the ground and The only hope I have is that maybe one day things will turn around So I write these words down for you and I 'Us' A word that I am terrofied This is just to say thanx for not asking if I am ok Just giving me a hug while letting me cry and Always bringing me back when I look this way Thank you for accepting me how I came I can't express my gratitude enough for Wasting all your time with me You'll never know how much it means but Now you've lost your way Just like me Guess things can't last forever and It rips me apart to see you stumbling along I tried to find you help but I can't even find myself Too tired to work so I'll just sit here and wait for change Hope you're enjoying the ride on that shooting star because You're headed for a black hole I'll have to meet ya there Since we're already on different moons Can you still see what I'm feeling just by looking in my face and Are my eyes clear enough to see through again? I'm still covered by so much I can feel myself sink into the ground So where are you now? It seems like I need to be pulled out of this disaster but You're already waiting for me in the bottom At least we're together here once again Written September 27th, 2001 © on Sep 28 2001 03:53 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10