Black Mirror Of Death & Life

Black Mirror has shown the shadows of my dark side, Covers my heavens, and makes me hide my true self. My soul belongs to freedom but my eyes cover my souls strength. I belong to dignity and rights. Of life, But all hidden behind a smile. I am equal to you, And more then my self. My obligations are as clear as day, And dark death shadows of my black mirror covers my way. I am secretive, And lost in sound, I am more then a round earth, that falls. I am more then pieces of ache floating in the air, I am a person that has togetherness, And has completed my tasks, I am a person that beauty will forever last, through my black mirror of death. I have given up all that must be gave, I have lifted all that must be raising. My heart is beyond my control, My life is beyond my soul. My light is more then a fire, my creations are more then a whisper. I am higher, and fuller then I've ever been, I am drained and swallowed in. I am ghostly, and pale. I am satins secrets from angels hell. I see and sense the smell of death, And awake to not even a moments sleep of rest. I am a holder, and a believer in the unknown, I am a false and anger person, that purposely takes her own. I need protection from the higher power, I need protection at every night on the midnight hour I am haunted and torn every breaking moment, I cannot hold one blinking eye of life with out it all being taken away. My duties and responsibilities are major, I must make lives wager, and hope I win, I must give all to gain, And live my life in holly shame. I am a gambler with a losing chance, Of lost in a black mirror of a fantasy romance, I am a stranger in the eyes of the one I love, And I am the church of his grounds. I am willing, and brilliant, to all opportunities that are possible, and impossible, I am a dangerous mind. I have power to control the things you do not see, I have the power to control every major Oregon inside of me. I am your ghost, and your voice deep in your mouth, I am your husbands mistress, when you've let him down. I am the mirror you look in to each day of your life, And I can never be broken from pain, or strife. I am in-between it all, And I will never fall between the chains on my wrists, And I could save your life with a simple kiss, i've been graced and known, to much more then I am, and I go by the name Of Shelly Ann. Written November 21st, 2001 © on Nov 20 2001 07:14 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10