Black Tangled Heart

In your chest you feel the heat. The lasting memory of your aching heart beat. through out your body it effects you now knowing who to blame or who controled you. you smell what you can't see. The exotic ways, of dreams and fantasies. The unbearable. The none existences of relativity. Gravity beneath your feet. The black tangled heart leaves you're breath weak. The terrible feeling of not knowing how to speak. trapped in the mind, such a tragic waste. You were the most intelligent person on this earth. You slowly drove your self mad. crazy, I must say it's sad. You were the scientist in love. The one that followed your dreams and believed in god, and life after death above. You were never a threat. You always were wise. You never misbehaved when the wires didn't connect to their prize. You showed the light behind your eyes, you proved them wrong. They knew you were right, so turned down your lungs. They killed your wife, and made you watch. They hung your children under the deserts worst hottest spots. They fed you pills, to ease your mind. They couldn't let the truth get out of hand. They knew it played the roll of their control of what they had over this world. The FBI, trained you for years, you knew what went on behind their closed doors. They sent you to a mental hospital you were no longer in your body, you were floating off, somewhere far away. You were dazed you were played. They control everything you know. And in the end you lost your family. The only ones you've learned to love. The dark secrets were known. The power of the world. you were stripped down they took away your proving crown. you were tangled between the truth and lies, but despised of the truth. Written March 3rd, 2002 © on Mar 02 2002 04:57 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 8