Bottom Of The Bottle
By VampireGirl
Sitting on the couch, wishing someone was here.Living in fear that if someone was near I wouldn't know how to love.I seem to gain another 10 pounds every month.My face breaks out, No one ever believes i'm pretty enough.There's no way out, Other then my usual deal.I will drink this bottle till its empty then eat another meal.I will drown all my pain and sorrow with each glass,And I will make this moment last.I will drink bottle after bottle,And every times another bottles empty so am I.I had no chance to hang on, when you were telling me noso I had to sit and cry.I had no chance to hold you when you were letting me go.Seems like it was just yesterday you were holding on so tightI couldn't breath and I asked for space but I didn't mean leave.All these sleepless nights,Ill just drink a bottle of wine.Ill drink another bottle of liquor of some sort or kind.I will wash away my tears,I will lose all my fears, and jump off this bridge tonight.Some how along the road of life, I lost my wayno street lights to guide my way.I am lost, But ill keep looking for my self in every glass.And ill make a toast to my self that this time this moment will last. Written October 14th, 2001 © on Oct 13 2001 07:10 PM PST, Shelly 0 • 10
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"Sitting on the couch, wishing someone was here.Living in fear that if someone was near I wouldn't know how to love.I seem to gain another 10 pounds every month.My face breaks out, No one ever believes i'm pretty enough.There's no way out, Other then my usual deal.I will drink this bottle till its empty then eat another meal.I will drown all my pain and sorrow with each glass,And I will make this moment last.I will drink bottle after bottle,And every times another bottles empty so am I.I had no chance to hang on, when you were telling me noso I had to sit and cry.I had no chance to hold you when you were letting me go.Seems like it was just yesterday you were holding on so tightI couldn't breath and I asked for space but I didn't mean leave.All these sleepless nights,Ill just drink a bottle of wine.Ill drink another bottle of liquor of some sort or kind.I will wash away my tears,I will lose all my fears, and jump off this bridge tonight.Some how along the road of life, I lost my wayno street lights to guide my way.I am lost, But ill keep looking for my self in every glass.And ill make a toast to my self that this time this moment will last...."