Cheating On You
By VampireGirl
Alone while your gone on business. I have no place to go and I don't know anyone. Snow all over the ground winter settled in so peacefully. Its as if a part of me is missing when you aren't here. The heat in the house went out so I called for a repair. When he came I didn't expect him to be alone, I thought the repair man would have some helping him. I was wrong. Suddenly he asked for a glass of tea Its strange how the heart cheats. He was so hansom and I haven't had sex in so long I knew what I was thinking was doing you wrong. Its not that I cheated, But it entered my mind, Does this rational moment take away my time of love for you?. I had no form of intercourse I did not kiss his lips. I did not touch his body, or his finger tips. But it entered my mind I wondered how it would feel Am I doing you wrong? How can I change these thoughts in my mind? All the sudden I blame you for our lost time. How could you leave me in the lonely winter alone. So wrong of you to not even call home? I feel selfish as if I've already cheated My heart beats rapidly, as I feel uncompleted. Its like I already committed the acts but I know its not true. I need you to come home I must tell you that my heart and my mind has been cheating on you. Written January 2nd, 2002 © on Jan 02 2002 04:56 AM PST, Shelly 0 • 10
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"Alone while your gone on business...."