Damned Old Fucker

As I sit here Thinking of all the memories I dread Sitting here thinking of all the things you said. I Lived my whole life with you Every memory bad. I am full of pain You were the only name that ever came to mind. We had been together for 60 years this had always been my worst fear is that you would some day leave. But I thought it would be sooner, but never today. We are to old for this, to think it started with a simple kiss. I expected this to go on at a younger age I am to old to be brave. We were in love we had chosen to die together in our bed. But its to late now. you were 66, and cheated on me, How does it feel? Was she the one you think about while making love to me. How long have you been cheating on me. Am I the damned one? because I never did see. You caused me pain, I will still your money in the rain, I will push you off a cliff, I will Barry your body under the bridge. you deserve to die, you must pay the dues, You're a simple minded old fucker with a heart soon to be blue. They say that you find one love, and you will always be together, I thought that's how we were going to be. (you kicked me in the ass this time) Makes me wonder how many other woman before me. We had been together since 15, how sweet we used to be. We used to watch older people still together, holding hands how cute that used to be. I always thought our kids would grow up, like you and me. How beautiful we were. Its as if we've always been young at heart. We are fucked Things sure sucked I am damned and your another cheating man. Written December 29th, 2001 © on Dec 29 2001 01:45 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 16