Dark Side Of Me

While you are looking in my window what do you see? why take a peak? to see how I truly am? do you believe your mind is capable to understand the things I do daily? I don't think your mind will let you see the dark air that follows me. I believe your eyes would have denied you. I bet when you looked in my mirror you feared I would haunt you, did you expect to see someone like me? a person in black that follows deaths path. Does my voice echo in your head? does your mind ring laud of all the things I said. For every ten breaths you take, I take a million for all the wrong moves you make I make a million. How can my life treat me so cruelly. What have I done. Where did I go wrong. Things never change, and always remain the same My past is my future and my future is my past. I have fallen on my ass time and time again. Love is a cruel word, hate is a beautiful word to me. While your not looking, I see through you, I look in your eyes and know you. I speak only truth and blame no one, I excuse my self, and obey no one. I am a beautiful kind heart with an empty hole that will never be filled. I am a careless dream that knows nothing of touch,taste, or smell. My skin is a cover an organ that covers me. My brain is an object that disturbs me. I am full of all the things you despise. you are full of things we love most. I am jealous. I am angry that I could never be like you, someone with such a kind heart that's true. Only if you could see my dark side and get to know me, if you could spend a whole night talking to me just then and only then you would ever know how I feel, you would see that all false things people were saying are true. And never will you know till you take the time to see that the dark side of me is a reflection of you. Written November 26th, 2001 © on Nov 25 2001 05:14 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10