Deaths Of Tomorrow

Blood drops dripped down the drain Along with sorrow and blame. I was bleeding my self again, Still those I know do not understand. I have marks upon my body scares that will never fade, remarks of past lives, of pain. still I walk the earth Still I shallow away from others. I have never needed attention I have never been this far in redemption. Inside my mind it echo's out, with helps. Helps in which you cannot hear. The fears of the knife going to deep, is the main factor of my pain. His eyes flash between A face in memory of a tragic dream. I still feel his kiss. I still smell his cent. He's the only person I will never forget. Inside I know he's alive, He's been scratching his nails down my spine. I listen not to his cries. I fear nothing of his soul,. I went to his funeral and everything turned gray He was my boyfriend the one of yesterday. the only one that understood the things I craved. Everyone I've ever loved slowly passed away. They say I'm cursed like a witch, and will burn one day. I refuse to think, I'm the reason of their leavings. But I cannot clear the sound of dripping blood ringing in my ears. I have flooded all my memories I have done the unthinkable. Tonight I will present my self to the cross. This is the only way, they will believe I had nothing to do with their deaths And by tomorrow I will be their last. Written January 29th, 2002 © on Jan 29 2002 10:17 AM PST, Shelly   0 • 10