Give It All

If I lived in a palace among the rich, If I had the perfect husband and child to match, If I had the perfect car, and diamonds to wear. If I had limousines to take me anywhere. This would all be breath taking to me. I was given more then I thought I needed. I had it all in the world of games. I felt everything and I had no shames. Thoughtless and careless of how anyone else felt, I made everyone deal with the worst, and die with the wrest. I had power and control, over everyone but my self. I desired every man, I touched. I craved and wanted only one man so much. And I never thought I could change, I would go to sleep masturbating and thinking of your name, before I would cum, I would scream your name loud, To be known, that I had found true love. You thought of me as selfish, I thought of you as cruel. You thought of me as heartless and I thought of you as a fool. You told me, when I was siting on my thrown, that one day ill grow up and ill be all alone. There will be no one, that would ever care, no one to listen to my story, and laugh when they were despair. He said that I might have everything, and everything can be paid for. But is love worth more then money?. and he would rather be him self with a good heart, and a clean soul, then living his life the way I do selfishly and wrongly. Then I realize, I would give it all. I believe everyone has a chance to either be good or bad. We all have hearts, And we all get sad, we all have emotions, and chances to get mad. I will contain my self, And try to change And I will give it all for him. Written November 5th, 2001 © on Nov 05 2001 02:01 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 8