If I Were Missing (To Allpoetry.com Poets)

If I had been on allpoetry.com everynight for months And one day didn't show up would you be worried? If I didn't come back would I expect a welcome back from all of you. If there was no Shelly, and no poems were posted by me would anything be missing to you? would that in some way bother you?. If I never came to allpoetry.com what would I do? Would I just get on ICQ and chat to people I do not know? If I said I was leaving forever from allpoetry.com would it be hard for you to let me go? IF I came in to the chatterbox should I expect at least a hello? If I post a million poems, for the wrest of my life does it have a single impact on you? If I write something personally just for you would that make you feel more special then you are? I know that when one of you are missing, I miss you by far. I read new poets poems, I have made lots of friends so many I don't even know where to begin. I don't think I would write as much poetry, as I used to most of the poems I post are at least two years old but each poem I write at least took me an hour to write, or more. Does that make you reconsider the ranking or score? I put a lot of emotions, and poor my guts out to you I hope to fill the post board up with things that are true, Poems of feelings and personality that are built up in me, past event moments and past event history. If I were a movie star would that matter to you Would the name Shelly be built up in your mind But because i'm not a movie star at this moment of time I mean nothing to you?. If I had died only hours ago, there would be no way for you to know. If I was gone for a week at a time I doubt I would even get an *IM* from anyone. There are so many of you, I look at like stars you are built up in my mind, like the planet of mars. you light the fires that are burning in me, you inspire and teach me manually. I love all the emotions floating around this room when I read each individual poem. I love all the expressions, and comments that are made I love to see the chatterbox get filled with words. When I come here, its more then words could describe so I will try and type the exact way I feel. I love your poetry, and I want to thank you all for keeping it real. Each one of you are a soul, and a movie star each one of you are a hero, and the moonavar, Think of your self, every time you look in the mirror say you are beautiful, and say, you see it clear. You are so much better then you believe you are each day you wake up, and have the strength to carry you far. You write poetry, and you are not afraid to and from this day on I solute you! To all the poets on allpoetry.com you are all the best. Shelly. Written December 9th, 2001 © on Dec 08 2001 05:16 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 1