If You Kill Your Self

If you died what would the roses do? if you cried.. what would we all think of you? you say your life isn't worth living, and all you're doing is giving. You say you want to die.. but never asking the reason of why? Why can you be so selfish.. To think of what you could be doing.. you could be helping others.. becoming a officer and fighting crime.. you could be writing poetry and shinning.. You could put out the fires and save others lives. You could grow strong and never again have to hide... So you think your ugly? so you think your fat? or to skinny? maybe if you didn't put so much thought in to the way you look.. or the way you feel.. you would realize the only things that are real.. If you die.. what could you say? You could say you lost the battle.. you went in to the river with out a paddle. Are you sure you want to go out this way? is the only thing stopping you heaven and hell? are you wondering where you would go? but still don't know? I think your crazy.. selfish, and unkind.. you should start thinking of the reasons to live, rather then die.. What is your family going to think of you? their only daughter or son... that passes away, their whole lives work.. went down the drain their happiness failed.. their parenting didn't remain they lost their life, when you killed your self in the rain. Do you not have dreams? things you want to do... things you've never seen? travel the world.. find where you want to be. find success, and open your heart to destiny. Don't fall in the open thorns.. don't bleed to the needs of death. wake up each morning, acting like this could be your last.. your last breath.. your last pay.. if you have no friends.. its okay.. if people hate you... that's their problem.. because in the end.. their the ones that's hurting... out of the millions of things to do.. find one that fits you, find a reason to live, and life will want you. Written March 17th, 2002 © on Mar 17 2002 07:47 AM PST, Shelly   0 • 10