In Hell Again

Imagine the darkest place. A place that's in your heart. a place that has no face. A place that challenges you to life. Your soul forbids you to take another breath. Your body and mind tells you, you have nothing left. Your body aching and breaking apart slowly. You age to 100 before a year and you can never die. everything you do is a fear, walking up a stair case. Walking along side the river, Your mind tells you to do things, things you should not do. Hurting people, and saying it was never you. I wonder who did this to me, why would god curse me? i've been alive for a million years, and still beautiful with thousands of aged tears. I am a person that cannot die, I am a person that cannot live. I am a person that cannot forgive my self, for selling my soul, to something that would never give. I hate my self, for all I am, and what I've become. I am no longer in the light, I am in a closest alone. No telephone to call back home. Everyone's dead, and I killed them all. Help will never finds its way, I'm lost in another day, Time caught up with me. Lights off, inside of me, Hell out on the lose, no chain to bind me in, No god, to save me. Just my heart that reminds me, I quite loving you. Written November 13th, 2001 © on Nov 13 2001 03:03 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 10