In The Mind Of Shelly
By VampireGirl
In my mindplaces unseen, voices unheard.I live in a door that never opensand I can never open up for anyone.I lye asleep waiting for someone to wake mefrom this terrible scheme,I wish that someone would break me so I could scream.I feel trapped between my soul and heartthere is an empty space that can never be felt.I feel no touch and see no light,hell has broken lose a million times beforeAnd I am needing someones love a little more.I feel alone, and paleno one to ring my door bell, or ask me if I'm home.I wonder if I have become to be like my motheror if I will ever become like her at all.My life seems mental at timesand my dreams seem out of range.All wishes broken to the wind.My body no longer able to recover fromthese rashes of sin.The burning smell of my body over whelms meI'm locked away in my self with a key.No one here to find meand someone always trying to hide me away from the world.I am a mystery, and always will be.Someone please seek for me, and grab mehold me tightly and never let go.Grab my hands and let me know that one person does care.notice me, and show me the way you feel.Let my emotions and blood show my feelings are real.Let me close my eyes and have not a worry in the worldthat you will not be there when I wake.Show me that your sturdy and willing to take anychance I am willing to make.Show me that life can be better even when your in the dark,that now and then a stream of light shines through.Take the covers off my face and let me look in your eyesshow me how to be brave and never run and hidelet the echoes of my voice slowly dim awaylet the shadows that stand before me turn and walk away.pray for me, and ask for god to save metalk to the hospital and see if they will let me out.I don't believe in being in a place where I'm always feeling left outor not home at all. show me that someones willing to help me and give me someone to lean on.Someone willing to show me right from wrong. Written November 24th, 2001 © on Nov 24 2001 10:55 AM PST, Shelly 0 • 10
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"In my mindplaces unseen, voices unheard.I live in a door that never opensand I can never open up for anyone.I lye asleep waiting for someone to wake mefrom this terrible scheme,I wish that someone would break me so I could scream.I feel trapped between my soul and heartthere is an empty space that can never be felt.I feel no touch and see no light,hell has broken lose a million times beforeAnd I am needing someones love a little more.I feel alone, and paleno one to ring my door bell, or ask me if I'm home.I wonder if I have become to be like my motheror if I will ever become like her at all.My life seems mental at timesand my dreams seem out of range.All wishes broken to the wind.My body no longer able to recover fromthese rashes of sin.The burning smell of my body over whelms meI'm locked away in my self with a key.No one here to find meand someone always trying to hide me away from the world.I am a mystery, and always will be.Someone please seek for me, and grab mehold me tightly and never let go.Grab my hands and let me know that one person does care.notice me, and show me the way you feel.Let my emotions and blood show my feelings are real.Let me close my eyes and have not a worry in the worldthat you will not be there when I wake.Show me that your sturdy and willing to take anychance I am willing to make.Show me that life can be better even when your in the dark,that now and then a stream of light shines through.Take the covers off my face and let me look in your eyesshow me how to be brave and never run and hidelet the echoes of my voice slowly dim awaylet the shadows that stand before me turn and walk away.pray for me, and ask for god to save metalk to the hospital and see if they will let me out.I don't believe in being in a place where I'm always feeling left outor not home at all. show me that someones willing to help me and give me someone to lean on.Someone willing to show me right from wrong...."