Just a Story

Things are a bitch, i'm so pissed off nothing works out, when i'm trying to get things figure out. Everyone's feeling in, while I'm feeling left out. I thought you loved me but I was wrong. What do you know? once again a sad song. I thought you needed me because I needed you what do you know? I was wrong again too. So many nights I dreamed of no one but you I was stupid as hell for thinking you were true. Aching heart is killing me. of a love that could never be. After three years, I thought maybe you would meet me. Hoping someday you would find it in your heart to say you loved me. I expressed the way I felt at the wrong time, so time got the best of me. You had to explain to me, that we could never be together even after all we've done together, and all we know. Even after all those words you whispered to me. You actually made me believe they were true what a fool I am. And there is a distance between us. But that didn't matter to me, I knew sooner or later fate would lead us together forever. I was wrong again. You told me you were in love, but NOT with me. you said you knew, you two would always be together, that really killed me. Now I'm standing here, Looking up at you wishing to call out, but you would never look at me. you are to stuck on her, she's going to have your baby. And you didn't even tell me, Before I expressed and told you how I felt. And the way you made my heart, my body, and my mind melt. What a dick you are tell me how far did it get you? when I told you I would be there for you. And I hope you two are happy where you are. Because ill never think of you again. You are just a sad memory floating in the wind that whispers good bye. Written October 8th, 2001 © on Oct 07 2001 06:23 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 16