Lost Love

I know you can't stay, I would never ask you to go away. In my heart I feel the rain of today. In my heart I know its true, that life is just unkind and we've lost our way, we've lost our time.. In my head visions of you, past events of happiness and moments of truth. The love we shared was worth the pain, Even if I knew you wouldn't had stayed I wouldn't had changed a thing. In my eyes your the perfection I could never be, The person with out worries with out stress and kept his grips on yesterday. In my dreams the woman I wanted to be.. The woman I tangled upon, the woman that never loved you when you were there. But now that your gone, I'm feeling the heat upon my skin, the tragic memory of living in sin. Each kiss, and each hug was worth dyeing for. I would give my soul, just for one kiss more. To think I had it all, And fell along with your fall.. I jumped along beside you and we were supposed to be forever together, But because I could not live the life of love, I was sent to hell for eternity while your flying along side the doves, and angels of wings. And falling in to heavenly things. In the flames in which I sleep the burning flesh... the heart that's crumbled.. and sent to ash, The mistakes of making the wrong decision's. It was wrong of me, to not cherish you were we were, rather then were we are now. Forever I must live with the hate, that is buried in the devils soul, And forever I must rot, and know I lost you. Written April 18th, 2002 © on Apr 18 2002 02:31 PM PST, Shelly   0 • 1